Just cleaning house

I decided to purchase my own domain name….  www.init2loseit4good.com !! YAY….  I am so outta the blog world its not even funny.  I have no idea how all of you develop such beautiful blogs.

Anyway…

My c-section is in 2 days!! I cannot believe it is already here. I am soooo freaked out, I feel like running and hiding in a hole until it’s over.  I haven’t slept more than a few hours at a time the past few nights. I just keep remembering all the details of my last c-section.  I did really well.  I was so scared, I was shaking so bad that when the nurse had to hold me hunched over for the spinal I think I gave the poor lady whiplash!!!! I couldn’t control myself.  But about 10 minutes later I was more calm.  It’s hard though cuz hubby can’t come in until 10-15 minutes later.

UGH…

I dunno how I have done this twice before.  I know what I have to do to have the baby, and I cant wait for him to be here, it’s just a scary process.

I will be back next week with all the details and lost of pics of the new baby!